I hate when I second guess myself.
Have you ever written something or drawn something that you thought was awesome when you did it… then months, weeks, or even days later you look back and go ‘what was I thinking?! Was I thinking?
I hate it. I read over rp logs and wonder if I’ve lost my edge. If I’m not as creative as I’ve hoped. I hate it. Maybe it’s just me, maybe it’s my realistic nagging voice of reason, I don’t know. I’m hoping it’s not the later and this is just a bad year and emotional/mental exhaustion talking.